I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home

There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man

Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

Labels: Blue October

Last weekend, on 14 Oct 2006 four of us went for a walkhunt organized by The Sun at new wing one utama. The registration process quite 'kucar kacir' coz the place at the registration counter area was so small & with all the partcipants the area was quite cramped. Then after filling in the registration form (Btw, it's a free registraion but u had to pre registered) we had to come back around 2.30pm. Starting that point they gave us the question sheet. Covering 3 floors with 30 questions (10 questions each floor) & 2 treasure questions we had to hunt until 1 1/2 hrs.

   As a first timer for walk hunt, we lack of strategy so about 1/2 hrs 4 of us trying hard to answer together until we notice that we will lost a lot of precious time by doing this. So we decided to cover each floor separately, Kamal n Anna covered first n second floor meanwhile hubby n me covered third floor with 2 treasure questions.

   As for us not doing this for some times (about a year), our brain just couldn't crack some of the questions to find the correct answers. Desperately, we just go through the shop directory & try to find the answers. He he.. of coz la there a lot of 'mengarut' answers coming from our side but we got the treasure question rite & it contributed 10 marks. As for Anna n Kamal, praised their skill coz from 20 questions they only got 3 wrongs.

   We submitted the answers & then hunting for 'berbuka' place. hehehe..first choice is Chilis


& the second choice is TGI Friday.


The problem with Chilis is that they couldn't accept any reservation & always full. So in the meantime we just doing some window shopping until 4.30pm. That evening it was raining like cats & dogs so we had to wait for some times until they announced the winner. Luckily, we managed to grab 16 places (38 points) and won RM100 cash!! Yeszaaa so happy that day and we end up 'berbuka' puasa at TGI Friday and spent all those money for our dinner. hehehe... have to sharpen my skills for treasure hunting or else u will get the answers like ", who owned this" & we blankly shoot GIRL!! hahahaa!!!!

Labels: Walkhunt (The Sun)

This is Thai movie. Genre seram but actually x ler seram sangat. Citer nie berkisah dari satu family nie nak hanto anak lelaki depa ke asrama. But actually it's a sudden desicion which comes from his parents nak send him to boarding school. Ngan hati berat terpaksa ler berpisah ngan parents dia. So bila dah sampai kat sekolah tuh terus ler ada geng2 taiko kat situ bercerita ngan dia pasal ghost story yg berlaku di sekolah tuh. Then soon after that dia pun ternampak2 ler cam ala2 hantu.

   Since dia nie budak baru x dek sape la yg sudi berkawan ngan dia..except sorang budak nie.Selalu ler makan ngan study ngan dia. As expected yg budak tuh ler hantu...yg mati lemas kat swimming pool sekolah dia. Event dia mati lemas tuh kerap2 diulang2. Last2 dia decided nak tolong hantu tuh nak selamatkan la from mati lemas. But before that dia kena temporary mati. So dia pun amik ler ether(ethanol) & pengsankan diri sat & tolong ler hantu tuh. Baru ler boleh hantu tuh pi ke the other side of the world. So since dia kenal hantu tuh..dia kenal la diri dia & dia dpt kawan gak.. hehehe..rating citer ni dq kasiks 2 out of 5. Nyaris x tertidoq. Plot citer mmg slow & boleh expect what will happen next. Nothing much to be impress to.

Labels: Dorm (The Movie)

It's a romantic comedy movie starring Lindsay Lohan & Chris Pine. Plot movie nie sempoi jek. One person yg good luck & the other one bad luck sokmo. Kelako gak at first bila mamat nie dpt all those bad luck tuh, macam2 kes dia kena. Situasi yg lebey kurang sama minah & mamat nie tempuh but sorang tuh cam sucked but sorang tuh cam happy jek hari dia. Misalnya si minah ni terpijak duit USD5, si mamat nie terjumpa gak duit..tapi 1 penny la..dlm lopak air..bila nak amik jek terus ada kete langgor air tuh...terkena mamat tuh basah ler. So something like that la. Nak dijadikskan citer dia nie terjumpa la mamat nie kat party which diorganizekan oleh company minah nie ler. Masquerade bash party! They kissed then soon after that their luck changed.

   Dlm x sampai 5 minit, tetiba jek polis serbu party tuh & turn out blind date yg dia arrange utk boss dia tuh is gigolo. Then depa kena spend time dlm jail. Boss dia fired dia. Lepas kuar jail minah nie nak balik rumah la...tgk2 rumah dia hancus..kena paip bocor & siap ada kulat2 kat dlm wall rumah dia..so kena la hancuskan before it's getting worst. Then dia lepak la kat rumah member dia. Nak keringkan rambut..terstuck plak rambut tuh dlm hair dryer .. tarik2 sampai pecah cermin (omputeh percaya kalau cermin pecah 7 yrs of bad luck) pastuh panic campak hair dryer tuh dlm bath tup...last2 1 building tuh blackout! hehe..kelako gak part tuh.. so all the bad luck mamat tuh telah tertukar kat minah ni plak..

   Bila dia pk2 semula camno boleh jadiks cam gitu. Baru ler dia teringat kat party tuh ada Madam Zee, cam ala2 pembaca tarrot card nie ler dah warning dia ur luck will be upside down. Terus la dia pi kat kedai Madam Zee tuh & tanya camno nak hilangkan curse nie. Madam Zee ckp this is his time now..maybe he need the luck more than u do. So bila minah ni teringat dia dah kiss sorang mamat misteri dlm party tuh apa lagiks dok nak cariks ler lelaki tuh. Kebetulan mamat tuh nak masuk dlm party tuh dia berpakaian cam professional dancer so minah tuh pun amik semua photo all those dancer cariks depa sorang2 & kiss them...then gores lottery menang ker idak (nak tgk luck dia dah change or not). Dah abis kissed till one by one but tak jumpa gak the rite one..so dia dah give up.

   Until one day dia terjumpa ngan mamat tuh semula. But dia x kenal la mamat tuh coz malam tuh dia pakai topeng. Mamat tuh cam ala2 suka la kat minah tuh..nak tolong minah tuh coz dia pun pernah dpt nasib yg sama. Carikskan dia keje & hang out ngan minah tuh. So of coz la 'Love is in the Air'! One day dia realised la rupanya Mamat tuh ler selama nie mamat misteri tuh...so terus dia kiss mamat tuh. Cam biasa la...their luck changed. Minah nie happy but fell guilty. Terus dia nak kasiks jek all the good luck kat mamat tuh. Coz he deserved more than her. Finally, bila minah nie nak balik kampung jumpa parents dia..mamat ni terus kejar dia kat train station...yg lawaknya bila minah ni dtg2 jek kat station tuh..terus route to all destination jadiks delayed..bila mamat tuh kissed dia jek..terus jadiks on time..so they kissed 4-5 round..jadiks giler la routing board tuh kejap delayed kejap on time hehee...kelako tuh..last2 they decided nak kasiks all those luck kat cousin comel si mamat tuh...they have each other eventhough the luck is not there..but they are lucky to find each other. End of story!

   Rating citer nie for romantic comedy dq kasiks 3 out of 5. Movie nie santai & x yah berat2 kepala nak pikir. Just Njoy the movie!

Labels: Just My Luck (The Movie)

Seriously Dq memang x pernah suka nonton citer ni kat TV. Sebab memang x suka hero TV & his sidekick tuh nampak cam cas terror & ensem. Tapi dlm movie nie of cause ler hero & sidekick muda. Collin Ferrel & Jamie Foxx. This is a cop story so mmg ler berkisar pasal criminal, drugs, gun & women. Scene tembak2 & letup2 tuh mmg best. But warning to org2 berpuasa. Citer nie x sesuai utk di tonton dlm bulan Ramadhan siang hari coz takut ter'stim' plak. hehehe.. biasa la tuh.. ada pelakon Asian dlm movie nie. Gong Li berlakon as villain. Then nak tergelak bila ada 1 scene tuh depa smuggle drug dlm satu kapal Malaysia ni namanya Kota Cempaka .. hehehe... cam nak kutuk Malaysia jek.. hehehe..tak per think positive jek...

   Anyway citer nie dq kasiks rating 3 out of 5 for action movie. Plot citer sempoi but the best part is their nya explosive & shooting scene. Di ingat sekali lagiks..jgn nonton citer ni di siang Ramadhan..hehe..

Labels: Miami Vice (The Movie)

Okie actually this movie is an adaptation from Korean movie. Citer nie mengisahkan tentang relationship. Sandra Bullock ni is a doctor meanwhile Keanu Reeves nie is an architect. Depa nie x pernah jumpa tapi pernah duduk rumah yg sama. Lake house tuh ler. The story goes like this...Sandra Bullock ni baru dpt posting kat hosp di NY. So dia terpaksa ler let go lake house tuh. Before that dia ada tinggalkan one letter dlm letterbox kat lake house tuh utk new tenant nanti. Tup2 ada org reply letter dia. Peliks dia layan je la.. yg moskel tuh org dlm surat tuh dia claims dia la ni duduk kat Lake House tuh.

   Since Sandra Bullock ni is a doctor & doctor biasanya no life so dia layanzz gak ler penulis surat tuh. Kira layan best2 la coz they have something in common. Loneliness & they have the same dog. Rupanya2 baru depa dpt tau relationship depa ni 2 yrs apart. Keanu dlm tahun 2004. Sandra dlm thn 2006. Hehehe...pelik x pelik tuh. But nak kata fate mmg nak soh depa jumpa finally there met after 2 yrs waiting .. coz Keanu x leh meet her awal2 coz he will involve in an accident where Sandra is the doctor that tried to revive him back but failed.

   This story quite touching gak..ingatkan bosan but surprisingly not. Sandra & Keanu memang ada chemistry. Cam Kajol & Shah Rukh Khan ler. Okie Rating movie nie dq kasiks dlm 3 1/2 out of 5. Nice Movie!

Labels: Lake House (The Movie)